It rained really hard today. We went to the movies and took the kids. The theatre was empty and the kids climbed up and down the stairs and I let them and it was fun. Matt ate his treats. That man loves his treats at the movies. I drove us home. I didnt know it would be raining that hard and I was so scared. He rubbed my neck, but I had to make him stop because he was pulling my hair and I couldnt relax. Olivia kept whining "mom I need something" over and over and over. I yelled that if she wasnt quiet I would spank her when we got home. She was quiet. Then I felt so bad for screaming. I said I was sorry when we got home and explained about the weather and wanting to get her home safe. She helped me make dinner and we gave eachother eskimo kisses and well as the butterfly ones. I went to the gym and read and ran and I saw a rainbow. I called matt about it and he showed it to her and she wanted to show it to me. She was sad she couldnt. When I got home little man was is bed and she was waiting for me to read her a story. I read three. But she needed to snuggle with daddy too. So that is where she is, in my spot. I think I will go join them.